Shifting Seasons, Shifting Paradigms

I find it ironic at times when I start praying for something, I end up getting both what I want and what I don’t want.  Just like the other day when a friend of mine confided her problem with her boyfriend with me.  God knows that I really like this girl for the longest time, and yet I still ended up giving her advice to do all that she can to save the relationship and pray for the healing of the two wounded hearts.  I commend the Jesuits who really did a great job of instilling a great sense of morality within me, its frightening sometimes.  I knew I had to say the right thing.  I had to pray for those two.  And it worked. Moments later, the boyfriend texted her and she was happy.  I was happy for her that there was a resolution to her problem and yet I remain unsatisfied with regards to my feelings for her.  It’s weird yet it’s true.   

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